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well, tomorrow’s my last day as youth pastor @ cvbc.  feels weird. 

i’m really sad to be closing this chapter but also very excited to for the next.  when i look at the two churches, i see so many differences.  makes me wonder if i’m equipped for hom.  i know i’m probably not equipped, but Jesus is & He’s called me to hom so there is a great deal of excitement.

someone else is teaching tomorrow; that’s a relief.  i don’t have to try to focus on much other than worship.  that will be nice.

looking forward there is so much i’m getting ready to do. over the new few weeks i plan to work through my view of where the ministry currently sits & begin praying about how to advance things from here.

for now, i need to get a little rest & spend some time in prayer so i’m ready to face tomorrow.  i’m sure glad it’s all in God’s hands & not mine.

Tags: church, ministry, resignation, transition, youth ministry

well, i now have an outward reminder of the inward change i’ve experienced since i’ve been at college view.  the students picked a really cool design & is all done.  i couldn’t be happier with it.

this is what my finished tat looks like now that it is completed; right after i took the bandage off & cleaned it.

these students have forever brought me closer to Christ.  the whole time i’ve been trying to point them to Christ, they’ve been pointing me to Christ.

Tags: resignation, tattoo, transition, youth ministry

today was one of hardest days of my life.  i had to tell my old church that it was time to leave.  this was a very new experience for me.  i searched the web and old books from seminary but really there wasn’t much help in either place.  secular websites offered even less help.  quitting a ministry job is very different than quitting most other jobs.  when you are

“living life together” how do you tell your closest friends that it’s time for your friendship to change.   i talked to several pastors who didn’t have any help for me either.

i knew that i wanted to control how the information got out.  my concern was that the rumor mill would take over and my true reasoning would be lost.  i also did not want to drop a “bomb” on them and completely surprise them.

i told the senior pastor and he did not have a lot of help either.  he has only served in a few churches during his ministry.  he has been the pastor at my church for almost 25 years.  he was supportive but did not have a ton of advice.

late in the week i sent an email to parents asking them to join their students in bible study today.  i wrote the email in hopes that many would read between the lines.  and many did just that.   then today i did a short object lesson which filled enough time so that any stragglers had time to make it in.  then about 30 minutes in i shared all that was on my heart.  it was so nice to just be open and transparent.  after all, these people have been in our lives for 4 1/2 years.

the nice thing, something my pastor pointed out, was that God is calling us away at one of the best possible times.  there are no major issues facing the group.  i’m not in any conflict with any parents or students.  the ministry is pretty healthy.  that is making this whole thing a lot easier.

so after sharing with the students and parents during bible study, i formally read the resignation letter at the end of the worship service (that’s when we do announcements).

God has been so graceful to us during this whole time.  today was no different.  there were some emotional moments and it was very difficult but we felt loved and supported by the church.  there are a lot of relationships that we want to maintain & are excited to see how God is going to move in this church.

still i’m sitting here tonight, somewhat broken hearted.  already missing so many people even though i’ll be around the next several weeks.

Tags: church, ministry, pastor, resignation, transition